Boys Are Disposable...

Did I just say boys are disaposable? Oh yeah, I did.

Things Aren't That Bad...

Supposingly, today is my off day.
*Due to some 'DON'T ASK ME ANY LONGER' reason...

I was on night shift on Thurs 8PM knocking off on Fri's morning 8AM. Reaching home at 9AM, I woke up at 4+PM. Well, its obvious that I've a humanoid look meaning I'm NOT a PIG, HOW ON EARTH CAN I SLEEP IN THE NIGHT TO PREPARE MYSELF FOR MORNING SHIFT ON SAT?????? *You cant imagine my tireness now for sleeping for only 2hours!

Anyway, alarm went off as usual at 6AM but I woke up at 7AM. *I seriously need a better clock...

Rushing for time, I decided to take cab instead.

Trust me, there're plenty of cabs on the road. Reason why I waited for so damned long is because I'm too nice. So many people came later than me, and yet they have the cheeks to PURPOSELY walked in front of me to SNATCH MY CAB!!!!! *Its okay, I'm a nice girl...

Just as I on-called a cab, an empty cab came into vision! *Hee god's still fair... Muack!

I always believe that things CAN'T be that bad all the times and indeed, I've all reasons to believe so;

1. There's bus coming into my area le!!! The 'abandoned' bus stop is back in use le!!! Hee... Despite the fact that there's only one pathetic bus in service and with super low frequency, its still better than nothin.
*Did I mention that it doesn't benefits me directly or in any way???

2. The $$$ from the progress package is IN le!!!!
*Sudden wealth always perks me up...

3. I don't have to vote for this coming election!!!
*Saves me from all troubles...

Things aren't and CAN'T be that bad afterall...

Yan Can Cook, So Can...

MORE TO COME...


Garlicsss!!! No matter in what shapes, they still SUCK!!!!!


Shall let my mama do the job instead... *That shows how great my mama is!!!


So I granted her a gaming session... *I'm a fillial girl...


Yan can cook, so can my mama!!!

Kitchen...

One fine day, I decided to maybe help my mama out for once to at least prepare the ingredients for tonight's dinner. *其实是跑得不够快啦！I was caught by my mama before I can run OUT of the kitchen...

TOP REASON WHY I HATE KITCHEN!!!


There's scary stuff in there!!! Garlics in disguise and exposing naked garlics!!!

THE OUTCOME???


I went blank...


I hit my head...


I went bonker and taking picture with the toilet bowl...


I smile to myself...

RESULT...


I cut these... Arent those carrots cute? My 花花... *Yeah yeah for the entire helpout, I merely cut the carrot, the xxx and xxx...

Ya, from here you can see that I'm not those housewives where every guys would look for...

Other than my family, I'll only cook for ONE person though...

What can I say?

6.14pm - Called MAC to order some foods to cure my 'already calling for help very long le' stomach.

7.30pm - Delievery man reached. Passed me my drink and forgot about my burger and fries.
What can I say?

Delievery man says he'll go back and FETCH my burger and fries!
What can I say?

Its 9 more minutes to my knock off time.
What can I say?

I'm so hungry and feeling some gastric.
What can I say?

My colleague is here to take over le but I'm still waiting.
What can I say?

My colleague wants me to call MAC and complain. My friend wants me to call manager instead.

I didn't. I'm a nice girl.

Here's my MAC but at home le. So hungry till I don't feel like eating anymore.

McSpicy but no more double...


This was my dinner instead. Yam paste with ginko... *Specially cooked by my mama for me!!!

It was the most tired day I ever had! Couldnt sleep the previous night and gotta be wide awake for the entire 12 hours shift! *Thanks to Ken who offered to come fetch me home... Thanks again, friend. I'm totally exhausted...

He Saw Her, But She Didnt.

I never had a dream come true!!!!!!!!!!

Wahahaha....

Never felt this good man.. Finally, we've a new colleague here who's 1 lucky year younger than me!!! Now from the xiao mei, I'm promoted to da jie lo!!!!

Apart from the happiness, I've a sad story to tell man...

My bro (Ex-colleague) told me that he found his 'very and still in love' girlfriend!!!

In fact, this bro of mine is already married with kids but he can't let go this past relationship that he had. Because of a promise, the girl waited 6 years for him and yet, got this cruel result that 'He's getting married but I'm not the bride!' For some reasons, my bro got married with his current wife who already bore him kids. Practically, there's nothing he can do anymore.

One thing I feel for him is that the girl actually lied to him that she's getting married which in fact she isn't. My bro actually searched high and low for the 'purposely avoids him' ex. Yesterday, he found her.

He actually waited opposite her workplace. He saw her, but she didnt.

Okay, maybe the way I blogged it doesnt sound sad but I almost teared when I heard the story from him...

桃花运？ 桃花结？

I think heaven is fair. To compensate my loss, he granted me with lotsa 桃花运 or should it be 桃花结 instead?

Suddenly, I got to know many many new friends who're interested in me. *Thanks to those friends who want to keep me occupied by introducing friendssssssssss to me... I've been going out on dates almost everyday/night with different guys. *God, I feel casual...

Anyway, all except one drive and live in East Coast! *East Coast???? Not again please...

Till now, all except one have met my criteria though. *I'm going to meet the last one tonight man.. lolx!
They're all well to be kinda, nice and most importantly, interested in me!

Of all, there's this one who's damned &^!Y%#... I think he looks like the 许孟哲 in Taiwan's boyband 5566 but more of his own style though..

Mmmm what else? Hai nvm.. Oh god! I'm running late again.. Blog again later when I'm home!!! Bye!!!

Jerk!

Call me stereotype or whatever you want, I'm going to make a general statement.

MEN ARE SIMPLY JERK!

Dont ask me why, because there's SO.

Arghhh...

Its just as if buying a fruit looking so nice, smelling so good and yet its inedible. If you force yourself to swallow, its going to spoil your stomach!

Therefore, the bottom line is 'no matter how hungry you're, choose your food!'

Nothing Changed?

Okay. I reached East Coast at 4.50pm and he reached at 5.45pm.

I was hardly feeling any heartbeat while on my way there. Thanks to Gie who lightened off the load by chatting with me. Upon reaching there, I told Gie that we used to have this telepathy thingy going on and I'm going to try if it still works. Guess what? It worked!

I was sitting by the seaside waiting for him when I suddenly feel that he's behind me. And he, without being informed the exact location, he just happened to stand behind me! Sounds amazing? Not anymore now...

When we met, he smiles at me and I was totally drooling and yet, my heart sinks to the bottom. Everything was so damned awkward. We were having so many 'moment of silence'. All the time we were cracking our brains to think of something to say and, we ended up asking silly questions.

After the dinner, we went to 7-11 for some beverages and head toward the seaside. We settled down somewhere near and started chatting. Slowly, we began to return to our usual self and we started to kinda joke around and stuffs.

Throughout the whole conversation, I can see that he really changed alot. Not only appearance, but the way he thinks changed as well. He used to think of work and earning money all the time but now, he's enjoying his life - He do whatever he wants to.

Though we merely met for an hour plus, I can feel that we both had a great night. We chatted alot. He told me about his plans, his decisions and stuffs, just like in the past...

Nothing changed except for the distance between us...

While leaving, he asked me to contact him when I'm free. I told him I dont want to disturb his work and he say he will contact me instead! Then, I left for work.

I received his message when I reached my office which I believe that he had send that upon reaching his cousin's house as well!

Seriously, I'm not hoping for anything now. Shall just let nature take its course. If we're meant to be, we'll be. I deeply believe that our story wont just end here and with the fact that, I will never ever take off my ring anymore...

You're Not Alone

Tomorrow is it.

I'm not ready. I'm confused. I'm struggling. I've no idea what to do or react when I see him. What should be my first line? God...

I keeps on telling myself to relax, meet him like any other friends but can I?

Radio is playing "You're Not Alone" now but who's with me?

My mind has been totally blank ever since the message came.

My life is really so damned bloody messed up. Arghhh...

What Again This Time?

Something's really wrong somewhere man...

Just when I'm recovering from the depression, I fell into it again.
Just when I decided to slowly let go, he came back again.

宝贝： 最近好吗？ 好久没出门了， 这个礼拜有空吗？ 我们去走走？

What now?

I was too surprised! I seriously did not expect anything like this any longer after being out of contact for more than 2 months.

I don't want to be disappointed again so I replied to reconfirm. There he replied with time and venue.

So its set. It'll be 5pm at East Coast 老地方 coming Sunday.
*East Coast - A place full of our memories, good or bad, happy or sad. We started there, perhaps putting an end to everything there is not a bad idea as well.

I've walked this far. Seriously, I won't want to return back to day 1. It's too painful to experience it again. I wished for changes but I have questions popping out every now and then.

I wished very much to patch but can things go back to the past? Will things remain or will they change as well? will the feeling be still as strong? Will similar incident happen again? Can I take a 2nd blow?

No answers.

I wished to sort things out but am I really ready for it. Would I be disappointed to know the truth? Is it better to stay in the dark? Will I be able to accept him as a friend instead in the future? Can we stay the same?

No answers.

I'm very confused about the whole thing.

Previously, he told me that I shouldnt bother to sms him anymore as he aint going to read any. But, he actually responded yesterday saying that he understand what I'm going through and he've no idea what to say to console me. To add on, he wasn't in Singapore. *Afterall, he still cares.

Yesterday night, I did something which I think its pretty hard for me to forgive myself. Its inappropriate to say anything here so I passed. I just felt bad and no excuses for me. I mean I could have, I should have, I might have... Nvm...

My main concern is should I return his stuffs to him on Sunday as well? If I were to do so, does that mean everything's going to end? If I don't, how long am I going to drag?

Things are alway easier said than done.

Happiest Night Shift?

Yeah night shifts haven't been this great!

Normally during my night shifts, I would be either watching some real old dramas or playing silly games, testing out different ways to get to sleep without having stiff neck and counting down to 8AM. Tonight, I did none of them!

Well, I have this 'have been in my contact list for decades but never seems to contact him at all' friend contacted me recently on MSN. Then the story goes...

Knowing that I'll be bored during night shifts, he came over to my office at 2AM to 'stand' with me. *So we had a one night stand la or 'stand one night' to be exact. My company deals with IT services which explained why we are standing outside rather than letting him in to my office instead. I felt sorry and bad though but he didn't mind at all! So in order to make things look better, I suggested to go out instead. On his car, we went for a night ride.

Seriously, its real comfortable to have night rides with FM Class95 on. In the midst, I even fell asleep! *That only means I'm damned tired la.. I thought he didn't realise but in fact he did la. *I mean how could he possibly not notice when I just went quiet all of a sudden.

Anyway, something happened during our night ride.

Firstly, we went up to Macpherson when I starts getting abit out as its a 'familiar' place to me. *Stam lives around there. Just when I was worrying if we would passby 'the place' I was too tired and I fell asleep. Just when I was disturbed by a slight bump, I woke up and we were at Lavender's Esso. "Oh god! What the hell are we doing here?" I asked myself. I was sad. Yes, I WAS. In fact, I joked around to cover it up. *I'm a great pretender...

Due to the limitation of time, *I've to be back in the office by 4am man. we decided to go back to my office instead. Chatted for another 20minutes before we decide to part. Anyway, I really gotta get back to work and he gotta wake up at 12PM the next day. Yeah, though we did nothing great, no red wine, no candlelight dinner, still I consider it as my happiest night shift! Nice friend...

The 6 Hours

It was THE night yesterday.

A movie at the Cathay Cineplex newly opened at Dhoby Ghaut as the starter, night visit at Sentosa as the dessert. *The main course? You won't want to know... The cineplex is so damned new and nice that I can't stop being excited checking out stuffs, and I didn't even notice the name of the buliding. Especially the lift, its so retro look and BRIGHT! There's even a small tv in there showing thrillers to movies. *Not bad when you're alone in the lift with another 'not very close' friend, and it saves you from the embarrassment of silent moment.

A suggestion about the building is problem with the carpark. After we parked the car, we used almost 10minutes to find our way to the cineplex! Everywhere there're signs indicating where the shops are and everywhere there're no way out! We ended up walking out through the road where we drove in!

We watched Firewall though, a movie directed by Richard Loncraine, starring Jimmy Bennett, Harrison Ford, Paul Bettany.

Review:

With his family held for ransom, the head security executive for a global bank is commanded to loot his own business for millions in order to ensure his wife and children's safety. He then faces the demanding task of thwarting the kidnapper's grand scheme, which makes him look guilty of embezzlement.

Comment:

I went to the show without having a single idea what the show is about, so every scenes' a surprise. Just like what the review said, its all about how Harrison Ford went about to save his family. Worth watching if you don't have to pay for the ticket.

After the movie, we went for a night visit at Sentosa - the land of darkness with lotsa road signs yet you can never find your way. Anyway, even if you found the way, you can't get in. Got the drift?

So the entire night or rather 6 hours out there, was rather a trip of excitment for me though. Everything's NEW to me, that why.

I'm Sorry...

Once again, I became an eye-witness for an accident. This time I feel bad as I thought it was my fault.
From the diagram below, you can see I was standing at spot A. Noticing Cab1 coming from behind, I raised my hand trying to flag it down. On seeing Cab2, I decided to hail Cab2 instead and causing the accident to happen.


As you can see from the diagram, Cab2 was turning into the main road after he saw me standing at spot A. At the same time, Bike1 & 2 came along. Obviously, Cab2 did not notice anything and the funny part was that I seems to be witnessing the whole incident in a slow motion mode. I saw the rider for Bike1 staring at the cab driver obviously not stopping for him and yet smashing into it. I was telling myself 'god, the bike's going to hit the cab' and it did. Both the rider and pillion rider were thrown out of the bike. The female pillion rider got thrown further away and I saw clearly that she hit onto the floor on her shoulder and right side cheek. That weren't the worst! After she hit onto the ground, she slided a slight distance with her FACE as the main contact to the road due to the great forces!!! *Seriously, she wasnt holding on to the rider when the accident occurs. Just think of how rough the road is, OMG!!!

In fact, I've to say its lucky that both of them were going on a slow speed and both of the riders were merely slightly hurt. I can understand fully what the girl is thinking when she asked about her face right after she was brought back to reality by the pain. 'That must be painful!' I thought to myself. Last time, I fell exactly the same like her while riding my bicycle so I can totally feel what her worry was. Anyway, they decided that they don't need any ambulance, so the matter is going to be settled privately between the riders and cab driver. *Phew.. None of my business since they do not need any eye-witness then.

Sincerely, I'm sorry for it and I really hoped that I won't have to witness anything like this anymore.

Kuku me...

Nothing much to blog recently but there's something which I find it rather fascinating!

Today I met Wei for dinner. We went shopping at Best Denki for twin cordless phone. It was then I realised technology has gone this far. Do you know that nowadays, the phone we use at home has functions like camera, mms, sms and whatever our handphones have! Oh god!! *Surprise me further man...

So after much comparisons and struggles, I settled with these Panasonic twin cordless phones which come with SMS function. Reason why I did not get the one with camera since I'm a 200% poser is because, the price of one of that is equivalent to a twin set of normal phones. Anyway, since I already have a handphone with all that functions, why would I want to waste money on another one? *Sounds familiar huh.. Before I bought my MP4, I keeps on saying that since my handphone has the function of playing Mp3s and Vdos, why would I want to waste money on MP4? Whatever it is. I got the phones at 198bucks.


Here they are..

9 more days to pay day...
*Luckily there're 4working days and 5 off days man... Less spending days...

"你还爱我吗?"

夜里传来雨的声音 轻轻拨动心的旋律
情不自禁想起你那些甜蜜的回忆
总是不小心就淋湿了我的眼睛

Raining days are those days which I loved most.
On most rainy days, he doesnt have to work which means I get to see him.
But, I hate rainy days now. It hurts...

爱情需要一些呼吸 偶尔保持一点距离
回到朋友的关系任你自由的来去
从此想念你只能放在我心里

He doesnt like to be tied down. He wishes to have more of his own time.
He gave in to me all the time. He understands me. He loves me more than I do.
Yet, I never bother about how he feels.
Now we're more like 'used to be very close' strangers.

"你还爱我吗?" 一直好想问你这句话
却又怕听到你真实的回答
"你还爱我吗?" 为何你总是不说话
眼看我为爱不爱挣扎 你爱我吗

I have doubts toward him which he had yet to answer me to date.
I'm curious and afraid at the same time.
I'm struggling inside.

好久没有你的消息 心里还惦记着你
在这冷冷的夜里感觉那么的熟悉
好想再见你想听听你的声音

We have not met since 10th Sept'05.
We have not been happy since 2nd Oct'05.
We have not talked since 26th Feb'06.

感情的路总让人好无助 我会学着面对独处
给深爱的你祝福

He certainly changed me.
I learnt to handle things myself.
I learnt to be independent.
I learnt to be a loner.
I learnt to put on a strong front.

这是我唯一的牵挂
不管你会有什么回答
我会一直等你 你还爱我吗?

I'll wait...

43days ago, I told myself to really get over.
I made a pact with myself not to call him or even sms him.
I promised, I did.

Just when I thought I was doing well, I heard the song 'It must've been love'.
Everything went back to day 1.

I couldnt get to sleep everynight.
In the end, I did fall asleep - I cried to sleep.

Lately, I've been taking bus instead.
I cried my way home.

I'm suffering from depression. I think I am.
I'm getting over-sensitive over almost every single thing.
I've been temperamental.
I gets worked up easily.
I cried like nobody's looking.
I hate myself so much.
I sees myself a failure.
I sees myself a hindrance to everything.

I'm tired.
I think I hallucinates...
And, I imagines...

Practically, everywhere, everytime, everyone and everything reminds me of him.
I don't know is it coincident or is it truely at least 60% of riders, are riding a bike of the same model as him?
I'm not sure if it has been all the while like that or is it a trend now, to wear that white/black top which he always wear.
I try to tell myself not to think so much.
Then, I starts seeing things...

That day at Taka, I thought I saw him. I cried.
That day at the road junction, I thought I saw him. I cried.
That day at West Coast, I thought I saw him. I cried.
That day while having night shift, I thought I heard my phone rang. It didnt.
That day I thought he replied to my message of birthday greeting to him. He didn't.
All the 'That Day'... In fact, its 'That Dayssssssssssssssssssssssssss'...

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It Must've Been Love

Uhmm Have got lotsa things on mind... Which should I start with??

Okay, first thing first I found my access card! *No no not right... I FOUND MY ACCESS CARD!!!!! *Yeah that should be it...

Alright, back to my boring craps...

I think my depression is getting from bad to worst. I'm depressed not knowing the reason of being so. *missybrowneyes said depression is too strong but look, I'M DEPRESSED!!! I couldn't sleep despite my body oredi energy-less to hold my eyelids. I spent my night again on National Geographic & Discovery Channel. There's reason to why they name it DISCOVERY Channel. You discover new things every single day on every single show! It just carried me away...

The episode yesterday was simply a thrilling one! I came across this group of people who are better known as 'The Blasters'. They are a group of people who are very pro with explosive items especically BOMBs. They are employed to blow up places where it will be simply 'too much works' for machines. The episode I saw yesterday was the project to blow up this stadium at xxx. *Obviously, I didnt get the name because I'm ONLY interested in the blowing up part. And so, the plan started with a planting of 1310 bombs with one in every 50metres. I wonder how it feels where you actually have the power to blowup the entire place, with just a small push of the button on the remote control held in your hand? *I wished I had that kind of power to just either blow up my office or simply myself.



I'm so depressed...

Why does it seems like it'll take forever to forget and less than 3 secs to recall everything? Seriously, I thought I could just get over until I heard Roxette's song 'It Must Have Been Love' on the radio earlier. This is a special song for us, or rather just me. This is the very first song which Stam introduced to me when he told me about his favourite band, Roxette. It used to be a nice song when he hums to me at times as a lullaby. It now hurts...

It must have been love but it's over now
It must have been good but I lost it somehow
It must have been love but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out
It must have been love but it's over now
It was all that I wanted, now I'm living without
It must have been love but it's over now
It's where the water flows, it's where the wind blows

Never did I realise the lyric is so sad. All I noticed was the tune... *No wonder Stam don't really like humming this song to me...

Now I'm SERIOUSLY SO SICKED OF LOVE SONG!!!!! *Gie, please send me the Neo's song again. I accidentally deleted it. Thankie.. *hugs*

Childhood Memories...

This morning as I was listening to Class 95, Glenn and Flying Dutchman were actually discussing on the topic on things you eat and stuffs when you were young, and could not be seen today. So they were talking about the newspaper deliveryman, ting ting man, kacang puteh and stuffs... Just when I was like "Ya, I missed that too", Flying Dutchman got so moody and then the conversation goes;

Flying Dutchman: He said he missed Piiiiigggg'ss bloodddd....
Glenn: Oh That's nice! You can still find it in some Yong Tau Fu's stall!
Flying Dutchman: But but its Pig's blood soup...
Glenn: Oh man! Its nice, I think one day I shall bring you to this favourite stall of mine and let you try it out.
Flying Dutchman: Uhmmm, Okay... *He sounded so reluctant. Lolx!

Awwww... Someone please try to call in to Class 95 and get me the location!!!! I missed that too!!!!

"Hungry", "Hungry"....

I saw this on the TV;

"Love Byte: Send in [Match]space[yourname]space[Yourpartner'sname] to checkout the compatibility between you and your loved one."

So here it is;

"Your match:43%. Maybe if you take things really slowly. If you really want itthis might just work. If you do your best, you will certainly get there."

I know I'm childish. Nvm...

Today's such a bad day and I predict that more are yet to come.

1st thing in the morning, I discovered that all my cards in my wallet are LOST!!!
Frankily speaking, I wouldnt have bother much if MY COMPANY ACCESS CARD IS NOT IN THERE!!!

Access Card=Money with wings...

Worst part is Wei said she found all the cards in her bag, ALL EXCEPT MY ACCESS CARD! *Someone please call the ambulance...

2ndly, 2 blisters in less than 5 minutes for wearing a new high heeled shoes. *YOU DO NOT BITE ME!!! From supernanny...

3rdly, Waited for a cab for more than 30minutes and one appeared in 5 bloody minutes when I ON CALLED!!!

Peak Hour Charge: $1
On Call Charge: $4
Board Charge: $2.40

Already a total of $7.40 before the car even MOVED!!!! Not mentioning we passed by ERP which is another $1 totalling to $18.80 to reach my BLOODY company!!!!! *Operation needed urgently...

Music goes:"I'm so sick of love song SINGAPORE!

4th, that thing la really pissed me to the core man. Who? That who la... Buay tahan ah, that brainless idiot!!! *Something happened as well la but I dont wish to blog it here.

So tired now... I think I'm sufferring from depression. For 2 entire nights, I couldnt get to sleep and stayed awake watching DOCUMENTARY Channel!!! Bad enough? What's bad anyway...

P/S: I really like the commercial on Class 95 with this man struggling behind the main vocal, groaning "Hungry", "Hungry".... No matter what the main vocal is saying, he just go "Hungry".... *Lolx!

01:02:03 04/05/06

Since my enemy insists that her story on bus driver should be blogged, I shall fulfil her wish.

"OK, I was waiting for someone to spot this and tell me about a unique moment in time that will not occur for another 100 years, but I did not get any emails or phone calls. So here is the deal you already missed the first show and with a little luck you can catch the second. Earlier this today at two minutes and three seconds after 1:00 in the morning, the time and date was 01:02:03 04/05/06.As I mentioned a stunning repeat performance will occur this afternoon so don't miss it because my bet is you won't be alive in 100 years to see the release of the new show in 2106."

How bored can one be?

I can imagine your expression and all the question marks in your brain. Look! She's my ENEMY!!!! What makes you think I'll be so nice to her to BLOG HER STUFF into MY blog? Lolx!!!

Praise Me Please...

It seems like I've been abit too busy lately. Yeah, clubbing again.

Was in fact invited by missybrowneye's friend to the 'never been before' DXO. Its not that I didnt want to tryout new club, but I got turned off when I found out that there's this event thingy called 'Most Desired SNAG Babe'. What fun can you still expect from that? I would defintely turn up if the Babe is replaced by HUNK though. On top of that, a cover charge of 18bucks is required! Yeah, tell me about it... Anyway, Ms Delicia kinda suggested that if we're heading to DBL O in the latter night, she will be more than glad to join us. Therefore, the plan will be DXO followed by DBL O. *That was the initial plan la..

So as planned the day earlier, I met Wei in the early noon for some shopping before deciding on the plan later. Luckily, crowd at Orchard is still acceptable on a Saturday and there we met this cutie;

This cutie imitates whatever we did! Blinking eyes, waving, sticking tongues... Just as I thought this cutie is brilliant, I saw his Dad doing the blinking to him! *Faints! Bad influences from Daddy...

Then back to shopping again...

This dress costs me around 40bucks and I regretted so much now. *I bought another 'cloth' costing another 30 over bucks from this same shop as well. I regretted SO DAMN MUCH!!! Cheated my money and on top of that, my FEELING...


A less than 10bucks yet ineffective lashes. *No doubt its LONG but its invisible as well!


The most contented trophy for the day. Worked like the price! *Estee Lauder gift pack of eyepencil, makeup remover and most importantly, mascara.

There I bought another t-shirt with butterfiles printing on it for my mama which she has kept it to be worn AFTER she slimmed down. Its 20 bucks and certainly worthed the money as the printing is damned cool! *Just in case you forgot how comical my mama is, here's a refresh;

She was trying to scare me AGAIN with that mask, walking quietly into my room or sticking the head from a corner.. *Today's tactic used was a single eyed freak...

After the shoppings, we went for this contest held at TCC in TAKA and there it goes...

Host: Lets put our hands together and welcome our contestants once again back to the stage;

Mr. Milky Brown & Ms Yellowish Pumpkin


Mdm Oily Lobster & Mrs Greenie Ayam

Let's also hear from the judge;

Okay, her expression explains it all.

And the winner goes to........

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Mr. Milky Brown!!!! *Corny joke... My bad... I can't emphasize enough on how it feels to have only the coffee tasting normal. Like I said previously, TCC means The COFFEE Connoisseur, got it?


A picture taken with judge Wei and winner Virneige.

Congrats to the winner. Lets move on...

Thinking that its almost 9, we decided to take a cab back to Wei's place to prepare since we are meeting Ms Delicia at 10.30pm. That silly thingy left her 'just bought at URS and going to be worn tonight' shoe ON THE BLOODY CAB we took!!! *Gave up on her...

Making up at her place is tough cos there aren't any GOOD lightings... *But that did not stop me from succeeding with my smoky effect eyes!

Okay, so we didnt make it at the club before 11pm, meaning a 15 bucks for the cover charge. To add on, Ms Delicia decided to give it a miss as she's having stomach upset...

Party started at DBL O for wei and me before missybrowneyes arrived at 12+AM. After she reached, party moved to O Bar which I certainly didnt enjoy much. Like I always tell missybrowneyes the reason why are we such good friends is because, we fancy different things and we never get to argue. But for this case, I take back my words. *Don't get it? DBL O plays RETRO and O BAR plays Hiphop. Got it?

My BIG eyes consisting of successful smoky effect and Acuvue 1 day contact lens.


Ya, the sotong girl with her newly bought outfit which I thought suits her well.


Sex On The Pool Table *Its just Layered Bailey with Butterscotch. What a name...

I'm not sure am I too high or whatever the reason is, I actually had 4 shots of that without feeling anything, when I'll have already puked and maybe lying somewhere in the past.

P/S: We missed out photosession with missybrowneyes but its okay. We DON'T CARE!!! LOLX!!!

Overall, I think we or rather I've been drinking too much for the entire night.

Wei: A glass of absolute vodka on the rock and a shot of sex on the pool table
missybrowneyes: A shot of sex on the pool table and the whatever drink she had at DXO
Virneige: 4 shots of sex on the pool table
Shared: A bottle of mineral water, a glass of coke and 2 juggies of coke

Now I wonder if we perspired enough?

If I were to gained a single gram, thats going to go to Wei. Given an oversized high heels, who on earth can still 'exercise' like normal when standing or walking already pose a problem? Lolx... Not mentioning shopping for the entire day when I slept for merely 4 bloody hours.

To add on, I straight away went to office at 4am to sleep since I'm WORKING on that DAMN morning starting from 8AM!!!! In fact, I slept at around 5+am after chatting with my colleague till we both got carried away by the god of sleep. Waking up at 8am to bathe and have my breakfast did not stop me from getting back to sleep and finally, waking up at 4pm in the late afternoon. God.. I wonder how I struggled through especially when I smelt like I've been pulled out from tons of ashes mixed with alcohol for years? I can totally understand why my colleague rather move to the other end of the office to sleep. Hahahahaha!!!!

Bonus;

I smsed into Class95 earlier and this was what the DJ read;

A message sent by this unknown person which goes "Happy Birthday to SAM and I love you always. Is it SAM or STAM? It S-T-A-M though. Anyway, Happy Birthday!"

I was proud of myself for not looking him up despite of the thought of going is so strong! Someone please praise me for that... At least I must know the tears are still worthed something...

Last but not least, Happy Birthday Baobei... *Awwww...

Unusual & Usual

Whatever 'unusual' things happened today, I won't have the 'usual' mood to bother.

1st, I sprained my neck. Am I old already or what? I just recovered from sprained back and now my neck. For all the reasons I can think of, I think I'm just simply weak. Its so damned painful. My mama ask me to slowly, gently give it a rub, which I did. BUT, it got from bad to WORST!!!! Arghhh... I kinda thought of the sensei who cured me previously for my back. Though I'm pretty sure that he can help, but the thought of the click cluck thingy he might do, really freaks me out.

I wonder how I look on the CCTV in my office when they see me walking SLOWLY all over the place with my eyes constantly staring in front, without turning my head at all. Not to mention that the lights in the washroom went bonker when I walked in at 12AM. 'I should be afraid' I thought, but the next second I was telling myself, 'DAMNED!!! WHY THE HECK SHOULD I CARE ABOUT THE LIGHTS WHEN I CAN'T EVEN PEE PROPERLY!'

2ndly, its Stam's BARFULDAE today. Since last week, I've been counting down to this day. I've been considering what to buy for him, where to meetup with him, when should the meetup be and how should I pass the present to him. So practically, its all the what, where, when, how which have been haunting my mind!
Finally today is the day. Yet, I've no answer to any of the questions. I haven't got him any present which in fact, I already have one which is hanging on my neck all the times. I couldn't decide when to meetup with him which obviously I'm only left with today, his actual birth-day. I have not thought of the location of the meetup which I'm afraid he might be AT his workplace or NOT at home so early. Main point? Though I've been mentioning 'meetup', in fact I'm NOT really meeting him or rather, I'll either place the present at his workplace or on his bike when he's home. Sounds pathetic? I'm not making myself looked that way but rather, I'm respecting him and myself.

Alright, I have nothing else to say. We'll see how things go tomorrow.