Mummy 4?

Just came back from The Mummy 3.
Damned nice!

All the way from beginning is super duper exciting but still, wasn't up to expectations.
Catch it and you'll know what I'm talking about.

Can Help Me?

Just as I thought I'm on top of the world, angel came and woke me up.
BE REAL, the angel said.
Working for the charity has always been my dream and it just came TRUE, for a few days.
3 days to be exact.

I've had the time of my life.
Going around talking to people teaching them how to take care of themselves, was my job for the past few days and of course, I also met all kinds of people from the best to the worst.

There was this aunty who was so frustrated when I approached her.
I swear I was so freaking scared that she'll throw whatever she could reach at me the next minute!

Guess what? When I'm done with our conversations, that aunty looked into my eyes with appreciations and said, "Thank you, girl. You've got a good heart and you definitely will be blessed, thank you!"
She just couldnt stop thanking me that I've to leave as soon as possible.

This aunty just suffered from a stroke recently.
Obviously the stroke didnt kill her but done enough to ruin her life.
When I told her I'm representing SHF to talk to people regarding Heart Attacks & Stroke, the first response I got from her was, "CAN HELP ME?"

It just striked me!
I can feel the sharp pain in my heart and also, trying hard to swallow my tears back and mind you, she's only one of the many I saw.

As much as I wished I could help, angel reminded me that I'm human too.
Yes, I want to help but first, I need to feed myself enough!

I hope my dreams and these unfortunates can wait for me.

Communication Exec?

Its amazing how people could come up with interesting terms to beautify things which in my case, the titles.

My company Appco, currently is handling this project whereby we'll have to create awareness, or which they called it marketing for SHF (Singapore Heart Foundation) and at the same time, fund raising.

When I described my job scope to my friends, they were like "Isnt that more like Sales?"
Yeah, that was what I thought.

But, after my first training today, I got to know that my title wasn't Sales & Marketing Executive but rather, COMMUNICATION EXECUTIVE!
I so want to laugh.

Then the trainer goes, "Remember this and get this right! We're not sales, we're AMBASSADORS!"
Suddenly, I became an ambassador!
Sounds great ah?

Whatever the senior trainer taught us today, just made me decide to give up all other REAL and better-offer jobs to this I-don't-know-how-much-I-could-bring-home kinda job!
Well, I would say its certainly NOT EASY to give up a job that pays me up to 3.5k to this current one that might be paying maybe the least money that I ever gets.

But just the thought of doing Charity, helping people and at the same time, feeding myself enough just made me sooooooooo hmmm... GREAT!

Currently, I'm on the SHF project and upcoming, I will be on the SCS (Singapore Cancer Society)!

Oh and whats more exciting is that, we've already expanded UNICEF (United Nations International Children's Emergency Fund) and WWF (World Wildlife Fund or better known as World Wide Fund For Nature) so on and so forth, to other parts of Asia and even worldwide, and there'll be more coming!!!

I'm so excited and I really look forward to work!
Only disadvantage will be the fact that I'll be getting more and more busier...
I guess my friends and even boyfriend(not that I've one though), will understand la..

IT'S CHARITY WOR!

Changing Partners

I was at The CD Shop just a few days ago where I heard that song again.

We were waltzin' together to a dreamy melody
When they called out "change partners"
And you waltzed away from me

Now my arms feel so empty as I gaze around the floor
And I'll keep on changing partners
Till I hold you once more

Though we danced for one moment and too soon we had to part
In that wonderful moment something happened to my heart
So I'll keep changing partners till you're in my arms and then
Oh, my darlin' I will never change partners again

How I missed those days...

Geri Hiao Ja Bo!

Went Lot one to meet Eileen and Geraldine, both my secondary school classmates!
So excited to see Geraldine that HIAO JA BO!!!

Well, didnt change much..
Still as HIAO!!! Lol!!!

Here we are at Siam Kitchen...

Can you see?


My romantic-violet contact lens!


Geri Geri GERALDINE with her Tom Yum!!!


My All-Time Fav Green Curry & Phad Thai!


Eileen's Beef Soup Noodle


Looking forward to our next meeting!!!

No Dinner At All

Woke up at 7am for another interview.

Couldnt really sleep well the night before and well, woke up from a morning call from Jay who insisted to call me, even though his operation ended at almost 4am!

On the MRT, I was listening to my iPOD when I heard Michael Buble's "Sway".
I so feel like dancing!

Looked around and decided that a little bit dancing wont be so obvious, and I started to sway away with Michael Buble!

I almost burst out when I saw from the reflection on the windows that due to the ride, everyone on the train is swaying too!

After my interview, met up Jay again at JP for movie.
I was so tired and obviously, he hasnt sleep at all, the 2 of us looked so stone while having our breakfast.

A very wrong move, we bought tickets to Red Cliff 1, a 2 hours show.
I slept.
It was almost 3 when the show ended.

Took a nap till almost 6pm when Jessica, GX's assistance called to remind me that GX is EXPECTING me at the dinner!

I got up straight away, dug out my blazer and as much as I could, I hopped onto a cab and headed over to Raffles Hotel.
It was a corporate DINNER that I was expecting and no, no dinner at all..

I was sat a table with pencils and pads, and a glass of plain water...
No, no dinner at all..

The event started and speeches came..
No, no dinner at all..

Awards given out and speeches again..
No, no dinner at all..

I didnt finish my breakfast this morning and neither did I had any lunch.
I'm starving like hell and no, no dinner at all..
It's almost 10pm and speeches still going on and no, STILL NO DINNER!!!
It just went on and on and on and on.....

I was like an automated smiling machine with recorded messages;
"Hi, I'm Christina and nice to meet you.."

Oh and I was created with the function "Monkey see, monkey do" so that I would clap when everyone is clapping!

It just went on up till 11pm.

I reached home at 12+am and despite that I can eat whatever is edible, I fell asleep instead.
Corporate DINNER?!! WTF!!

STOP REPEATING!

Mama's having her medical checkup at 8.15am so I PURPOSELY woke up at 7.30am to drive her over.
When I'm done washing up and at least 75% awake, my mama has already LEFT THE HOUSE!!! Somebody please slap me and tell me its not true.
So I called up my mum and she said its ok, she will go herself.
-.-"

Then I went back to sleep till I got the morning call from Carree asking me out for breakfast!
What a beautiful MORNING, I thought.
So we went to BPP's Delifrance.

It was almost 4 when my mum came home and at the same time, Jay asked me out for dinner.
Alright, free dinner, why not?!

Nothing much except for the very ridiculous dinner with Jay filled with his questions.

Me: Tell me honestly, you must be from starhub SCV.
Jay: Huh?! What starhub?
Me: YOU KEEP REPEATING!

Sleep Lah..

Received a call from GX, Managing Director of a job that I was recently interviewed.
He asked for a personal meeting and so, I agreed.

Went over to Chinatown, again with my mum tagging along...

Met GX at the office while he gets ready and together, we head to Chinatown point.

At our not-very-short meeting, and thanks god he knows that my mum is waiting, he came straight to the point and invited me to their corporate dinner.

Despite the fact that I find it so funny to be attending the dinner when I'm not even any employees of theirs, or even at least related to anyone.

"Well, no harm attending", I thought and so I agreed, again.

Picked up my mum and brought her to Great World City for lunch.
Since there isnt much to shop about, we went home after that.

On the way home, I told my mum I'm so tired and I need to sleep right away when I reach home, and thats when my mum starts nagging again..

2hours of nap I had.
I asked my mum what did she do when I'm sleeping?

Mum: I just woke up too.
Me: ....

Yeah, she's my mama.

Asset Manager

Yeah, call me an Asset Manager.

Be True!

I've know Eric for the longest time, since 7.
YES! Seven year old.

He was my primary school classmate and we lost contact since then.
I thought it was fate that I found him after all these years.

There's hardly a day when we didn't meet or chat on the phone since then.
Everything's just like a dream, a sweet one.

As much as I wish I didn't have to wake up, a dream is a dream.

Then the day came, much like a changing point in our so-called friendship.
At least that's what we thought it was.

For whatever reason it is, I could almost see whats coming.
The thing about changing friendship to relationship, and the pretty much HIGH possibility of being irreversible in some.

Despite the fact that he assured me that there's nothing to worry about, and we should just let nature take its course, but the problems about men are that the promises that they made, only valid till the day which is set by themselves.

As a matter of fact, I believe that everyone learns from each relationship and subconciously, something will be brought over from the previous relationship to the next.

Like what Stam said, "爱一个人就要爱她/他的全部".
1. I made myself waking up slightly earlier just to have breakfast with him.
2. I set alarm at 9am every morning including weekends, just to give him morning calls.
3. I waited blankly for 3 hours for him to knock off, so as to spend a sec longer with him.
4. I buy him meals right to the doorstep when he said he's hungry.
5. I drove him wherever he wants to go even if its so out of the way.

I sees only the good side and accepted all those negative ones.
Whatever I do, I do it for him just for a simple reason.

Things were just perfect till I can't even remember when, when he seems to be hidding our relationship from others, yet still behaving in a way that obviously we are NOT JUST FRIENDS.

Ya, he said we were JUST FRIENDS.
1. He left his friends waiting at his place while he sends me home.
2. He shares drink with me using his personal mug.
3. He hugs/kisses me at times and never fails to touch my face when he gets off the car.
4. He shares a bowl of soup with me even when his mum is around.
5. He lets me stayover at his place when I'm so tired after the Mahjong session.

Yeah, we were just friends huh?!
Do either one of the above to any of your friends and tell me about it.

1. We were so close that people who don't know us would ask if we were together.
2. We hangout so often that our friends are alway linking us together.
3. His brother's so used to seeing me in his bedroom sleeping and even taking showers.
4. His mother didn't even bother much when I'm in his room with the door closed.
5. I appear at his place so often that I'm no longer treated as a guest.

Ya, we were JUST FRIENDS.

FRIENDS only lah...

Nothing but FRIENDS...

Ya, we were REALLY JUST FRIENDS.

Ya, he's right and we were JUST FRIENDS!!!!

WHAT THE FARKING FARK??!!!

And so, we have broke up(if you consider that as a broke up) for like so many times and obviously, patching(if you consider that as a broke up in the first place) eventually...

After all the whatever whichever and however,
Me: "Do you love me?"
Eric: "I do have feelings for you."
Me: "Yes or no?"
Eric: "Yes and no."

Despite his answer being both but my heart seems to be blinded by the NO.
I was heartbroken.

It has been half a month since we last talked.
We happened to be one of those irreversible cases.

Ya, we were friends and still are, perhaps in another few weeks, months or even years...
We will be friends, again.

To Eric,

Whatever happened, happened for a reason, at least thats what I believed.
I don't go through hundreds and hundreds of profiles in Friendster to look for familiar faces, who might turn out to be someone I know just simply out of boredom.

I'm sure you know it takes 2 hands to clap.
If there's nothing from you, no matter what I did will never turn into a clap at all.

I'm not expecting anything from you and all I wish is for you to be true to yourself, to your feeling and to your heart. Look at our relationship with your heart and not your eyes.

I believe that as long as you love someone, you don't have to care about anything, anyone and obviously, it doesnt apply to you and I know I did whatever I can.

I wish our temporary goodbye would turn into a new hello soon.
Till then, take care my friend.

都是你

谁改变了我的世界
没有方向没有日夜
我看着天 这一刻在想你是否会对我一样思念

你曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天我们来实现
我望着天 在心中默默念下一秒你出现在眼前

想念的心装满的都是你
我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又另一个黎明

这是我对你爱的累积

Listen

One Last Cry

My shattered dreams and broken heart, are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else

Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I’ve gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I’m down to my last cry

I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you, I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone

I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me, life goes on and on and on
I’m gonna dry my eyes
Right after I had my one last cry...

Reply Please

This morning, JoeRoy told me she saw Stam at ECP.
Stam...

It has been almost 3 years.
I still couldn't really get over him.

For more than half a year ago when his mobile suddenly replied me with "the number you called is unavailable, please try again later...", I've been talking to his message inbox then.

It was only up till recently when I somehow felt an urge to try calling again, and it went through! Without any reason, I was so afraid of hearing his voices that I hung up, not that he will even pick up though.

So I quickly sms him to ask if he's really back and guess what?
Someone ELSE replied me, something which I didnt believe at all.

He must have gotten his another pronounced-van-as-when friend to reply me instead.
I just knew it.

I've been smsing him lately and as usual, he's not replying.
It only gives him away if he keeps ignoring me...

Yes, and I know what you are thinking.
It has been 3 years and I still can't let go.

Well, easier said.
At least I've moved, just not entirely.

I miss him.

Wine NETWORK!

Its the TIME of the year again!

Cake from Baker's Inn
Picked those BITCHES from Far East and together, we went to not Wine Company but Wine Network.


Spinach Pizza, Mixed Sausages, Sesame Chicken Wings and of course, The Cake.

Went to Ben & Jerry after Jess and Gie finally gave up the red wine.
To be honest, I didn't really enjoy much.

Was feeling rather tired with my swollen-feeling right eye.
Has been irritating me since last Monday and still going on even after seeing the doctor...
ARGH!!!

Surprisingly, a band was performing at Ben & Jerry.
When the band asked if anyone is celebrating birthday, all of us pointed at Jess.

Obviously, she feels rather embarrassed but still, she went up to the stage for the band to sing her a birthday song.

Then I said to her after she returned to her seat, "better than standing on some chairs while the entire crew sing right?"

Jess: "Its the same lo.."


Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESSIE!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi Bye..

After all those shits that happened yesterday, I was so freaking tired.

Dragged myself to work and again, late.

Thinking to sneak into the office, I bumped into my boss at the lift.
KNNB SUAY!!!

Met this new colleague who has been there for like 2 weeks, he reminded me of Gie's Hi-Bye man. Shall not go any further.

Nothing could be worst than wearing new shoes and having to walk around and keeps standing!
You think thats it? NO!
The Mother of Nature decided to pop by and give me the gift of this month!
Really NABEI!

Merely had wanton soup during lunch, I felt so weak.
Aircon also cold cold...
I so want to go home...

Once the clock striked 6, immediately I walked out of the office like my dad owns it.

Reaching home at 7, I ate my dinner like tomorrow is not coming anymore.
Went downstair to walk walk and exercise with my mum.

Nothing much.

Worst First Day

FIRST day of work.

Couldnt sleep on the previous night.
Not that I'm nervous but rather, its difficult to wake up at a time called morning when I'm so used to see afternoon the first thing I open my eyes.

For only like 3hours of sleep, I woke up to find myself so late!
Quickly, I started preparing and rushed my way out.

Getting off at the LRT, I saw my bus went off.
Wasted another 10minutes waiting for the next one.
ARGH!

Just 2 bus stops away from my destination, it started to rain, heavily.
I got off the bus, decided not to join the crowd there to wait for the hopeless rain to stop, I stupidly bravely stepped out into the rain.

I was facing a Y-junction then.
My usually accurate 6th sense told me to choose right and I did.
I got lost.

Being so drenched and stucked under this unknown building's carpark, I called my boss for help.
She said there isnt any company vehicle available and advised me to take a cab.
I didnt.

Not that I'm trying to save their money but rather, I didnt want to hop into a cab so drenched and telling the uncle, "Please drop me at the 2nd building from here."

Then I was told that if I've chose the left side earlier, I would've seen my office building!
NABEI!!! I turned back, back into the rain.

Finally got into the company lobby, I almost slipped!
I so want to die when I found eyes staring at me.

I pretended like nothing has happened and walked towards the washroom.
FARK FARK FARK!!!! I looked like shit!
My hair were dripping, BB cream washed off, clothes became tight-fitting, shoes totally gone case.

I dried myself as much as I could and went up to the office.
Almost 90% in my office were guys.
Eyes staring AGAIN!

Went IMM Ichiban for lunch and I spilled the gravy onto my top.
-.-"

Finally struggled till 6pm, I left.

My disaster didnt end here or rather, its just the beginning.
It was so bad that I was so sad the entire night without knowing who to talk to.
Just so want to cry...

I'm Unique!

Starting work on Monday.

Money's coming but I'm dying.
YAWNS...

Aglio Olio With Fish In Bacons!

If Yan can cook, so can any idiots.
Thats me.

THINGS TO PREPARE?

Spaghetti of course and some mixture of chopped garlics & red mini chillies.


Real nice Olive Oil.


Bacons and of course, marinated(with salt & pepper for 20minutes) fish fish..

To begin, take out a piece of bacon,

Put a slice of fish in and wrap it nicely.


Use toothpick for the closing.


Prepare as much as you can eat... and set aside.


Heat the frying pan and add olive oil.

While waiting, put the ready into the oven.

For a good 8~10 minutes...

Then back to your frying pan,

Add in the mixture of garlics & chillies.


Smells GREAT!
Greater than the GSS!


Add in the spaghetti.

Stir well and add salt.
Amount of salt?
AGAR YOURSELF!

Where the spaghetti comes from?
Just freaking boil it in hot water with salt and olive oil!!!!

Place them nicely in plates and add in the ready cooked fishes!!!

TA - DAHHHH!!!!

DONE!!!!!!!


How does it taste?


YUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


The idiot who can ALSO cook.