Stress

Can't sleep in the night, can't wake up in the morning...
Am I turning old?

I wonder if I'm simply tired or am I REALLY tired.
The last time I ever felt this way was in my secondary school times.

I remember clearly how I felt, how I reacted to things, what I did and what I regretted.
I felt so LOST.

I've no what idea what I want, what am I after, what is awaiting ahead...

I remember crying alot. Head aching was the worst part.
In such pragmatic world...

They said:"想哭就哭吧， 不要忍。"
Crying doesnt really help all the time.
Crying leads to avoiding.

Then he said: "每个人承受压力的程度都不一样，哭不代表脆弱。最重要的是你懂得在哭完后该做什么。"
Till now, I still believe in what he said.
Thats what motivates me all the while through the ups and downs.

But, thats no longer true anymore.